Chapter 23~ The day We Faced the Problem

I know that this f-king problem will never goes off...
And i know im saying this f-word because i just can't control myself from saying it
Yes, and i am not denying. Its f-king.

Today, tonight, finally we went through this freaking problem..
I know you've wished you'll never face this problem in your life anymore..
But it's obvious that we still have to face this f-king problem...

And today, we really faced it..
It was f-king trouble for us..
Though there were a lot of difference between our age,
But i just want to say,
I will respect you in my whole life.

You told me about this f-king problem because you really trusted me and of course i am not going to tell anyone and i'll try my best to comfort you in many ways...
I just want to say im sorry if i ever hurt you last time if i really had,
And you've brought me happiness and sorrows in my life.

Today, we finally faced it,
If i were you,
I could say,
i would just commit suicide and what i could describe you is,
you're very brave and strong.
You're my idol...


When we faced the problem, i almost burst into tears and i know you were almost crying in the car just now and i guess i could see the tears in your eyes...
Really, i really understand you...
You've faced many many problem ever since you were young.
I just want to say, i love you.


And we know that this f-king will never be solved and we'll soon face it AGAIN...
Readers, if you think this is funny, im telling you, it is not funny at all.....
Nobody asked you to look at my post....

And this is the first time i typed the f-word on my blog though i didn't spell it all out...

I just want to say, i'll face this problem together...
I promise i'll face it with you no matter what happened....
Gambateh....let's just face it cause this problem will never going to disappear


p/s: readers, i didn't type it on purpose.. it really happened on the both of us...i just want to say,
today is really a bad day for me and you...

-15/o8/2009-
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Chapter 22~ H1N1 swine flu song?? O.o

It was a few days ago when my sis's fren told her about the H1N1 swine flu song...
And my sis showed it to me...

Seriously the lyrics are so funny lolzzzzz....
H1N1 swine flu song....
hpmm... this is the video i found in youtube....^^

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K93dCa8GM34


=P


P/s: Wysee say that i didn't talk to her in sch...she say i emo...so Wysee, 'HI WYSEE!! HAVE A GREAT DAY!!' lolzzz..



Lame post huh?? At least i blogged...=P
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Chapter 21~ Smile is ALL i can do...

SMILE SMILE SMILE SMILE SMILE


The prob is not going to go away even though if i stays unhappy...
So smile is all i can do??

You comforted me when i was in a bad mood,
You made me laugh when i am not happy,
You made me smile when i am trying not to,
We've walked through life though its not long,
But at least we've experienced that.
I just want to say,
Thanks a lot =), i love you =P

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till then....=)

Chapter 20~ Am i allowed to cry out loud?

THE REASON





Im not a perfect person,

There's many things i wished i didn't do

But i continue learning

I never meant to do those things to you

And so i have to say before i go

That i just want to you know

I've found a reason for

To change who i used to be

A reason to start over new

And the reason is you

Im sorry that i hurt you

Its something i must live with everyday

And all the pain i put you through

I wish that i could take it all away

And be the one who catches all your tears

That's why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me,

To change who i use to be

A reason to start over new

And the reason is you

And the reason is you

And the reason is you

And the reason is you








Im not a perfect person

I never meant to do those things to you

And so i have to say before i go

That i just want you to know

I've found a reason for me

To change who i used to be

A reason to start over new

And the reason is you

I've found a reason to show

A side of me you didn't know

A reason for all that i do

And the reason is you























Life nowadays seems even more meaningless....


Am i allowed to ??





Feeling ..............

I don't really mind about the exam result right now...
Luckily my mum didn't scold or stuffs..
Im worried about my results and it is not because of my mum that makes me work hard on my examinations or worried about my results....
Im getting over it.............

and the main prob is that i just can't get over the other prob.....
It seems like more problems are coming...=(
haiz..*sighs*








~10/8~

Chapter 19~ Tiring shopping ~ phew ~

Wee....went Summit with mum just now.....

I was sleeping at home when my mum asked me to go to the temple as today is guan yin's b'day...(fyi im a buddhist =))

so both my parents went while my sister and i were sleeping on our comfortable bed..=P



Then i went with my mum to shopping as we've got to buy some golf shirts for my dad cause my dad does not have enough....hmmp..i still don't get when does my dad got interested in golf?? (my sis nids to stay at home cuz she's having exam and i was like...muahahahaha=P)

and so we bought 6 golf shirts for my dad.....



We arrived at Summit around 1pm after the late breakfast...(sunday mah...=.=)

And so we shopped till 3.30(i saw the clock in the car)

wow...it was tiring.....our legs are like.....ouch ouch*



But then my mum's a bit worried.....



Mum: hey....do you see that person wearing a mask??
Me:Yep.....



then we continued walking until we saw some foreign ppl walking past us with their luggage(maybe they just got from the airplane)



Mum: Weh...let's go the other side....(then she said) hold your breath...!!
Me: huh?? Oh...okay...(i was like ==)



and....



Mum: hey that person is coughing!!
Me: i know...you wants to go there right??
Mum: yea....come..(grabbed my hand)
Me: errrrrr...(==)







and mum bought me starbucks coffee...yummy...





and then we went home....lolzzzz...

guys, my mum is just that cute...=)



(NO TALKING BAD ABOUT MUM!!)

lolzz....=P







oh and yesterday played with my laptop when he got back..(my parents went out while my sister and i stayed at home)



Dad: come...let me play....
Me: huh?? (looking blur at my dad)
Dad: come larh...go rest first....let me play...
Me: (i gave him a @.@ face...)
Dad: come let daddy play...
Me: go play jie's laptop larh...
Dad: ( and so he gave me a =.= face)
Me: okay lo....



and my dad played till late night....



hai yo....so cham la....



and my mum told me:

Mum: your dad said the laptop is very nice...
Me: Oh no....(whispers)



heheh...cause usually my dad rarely use internet till yesterday or so...



my dad reminded me

Dad: eh, i bought you this laptop and you should be happy larh....
Me: (whispers)oh ya hor..then why u don't want to play jie's laptop??
Dad: what?? (luckily he didn't hear that =P)
Me: Nothing......





hmmph...

actually what dad said is true larh...maybe next time when dad use my laptop then i go play the home computer lor....

at least i've got a laptop??



P/s: thanks dad =)



09.08.2009
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Chapter 18~ Tagging thing

1. The THING that tagged you is:
♥ Teng teng- wei teng ^^

2. Your relationship with her is:
♥ Friends.

3. Your first impression of her is:
♥ Talkative, emo =P

4. The most memorable moments with her
♥ Chatting, gossiping ^^

5. The most memorable thing she has said to you is:
♥ Haiz...so sien larh..=.=

6. If she becomes your lover, you will:
♥ Vormit blood...xp

7. If she becomes your lover, what should she improve at:
♥We're not lesbian...<<------(changed it all thanks to 'YOU'!!)=.=

8. If she becomes your enemy, what would you do:
♥ no idea...

9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason would be:
♥ She insults me in a bad way.. =(

10. The most desired thing you want to do for her now is:
♥ No idea at the moment..=.=

11. Your overall impression on her:
♥ talkative and funny(sometimes)

12. The characteristic you love most about yourself:
♥ .........

13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
♥ Being blur at the wrong time in the wrong place/ doing something stupid..=P

14. The most ideal person you want to be is:
♥ good, kind-hearted, easy going, generous and cute!!

15. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
♥ i LOVE you too!!! =P + you're the BEST!!.....(@.@)

16. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:

1)Chui Pin
2) Mei Yee
3)Nisa
4)Kirbamagisha
5)Felicianna
still got who arh....ai yoyo
6)Rachel Tan Ley
7)Hong Li
8)Kieng Lock
9)Eu Jin
10) Ng Yi Min

17. Who is 6 having a relationship with:
♥ Idk...

18. Is 9 a male or female:
♥ Guy

19. If 7 and 10 were together, would it be a good thing:
♥ i don't think they even know each other...=)

20. What is 2 studying at the moment:
♥ how to annoy chui pin lolzz..

21. When was the last time you had a chat with 3:
♥ Yesterday in school

22. What type of music does 8 like:
♥ Idk

23. Does 1 have any siblings:
♥ Yep

24. Will you woo 3:
♥ ..........

25. How about 7:
♥.............

26. Is 4 single:
♥ Yes.

27. What's the surname of 5:
♥ Stanley

28. What's the hobby of 5:
♥ gossiping

29. Does 5 and 9 get along well:
♥ yea...eu jin always love to kacau shasha lolzz

30. Where is 2 studying at:
♥ SMK Seafield. Same school. :D

31. Say something casual about your eyes:
♥ Too small *sobs

32. Have you tried developing feelings for 5:
♥ Well if frens yea...

33. Where does 9 live:
♥ Around USJ 2 i guess??

34. What colour does 4 like:
♥ All colours?? I've no idea...

35. Are 1 and 5 good friends:
♥ Yep they use to sit in the same row in class...

36. Does 7 like 2:
♥ Neh~ Mei Yee's got hers ady... =P

37. How did you get to know 2:
♥ The day we become classmates??

38. Does 1 have any pets:
♥ Yep...doggy..xD

39. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world:
♥ Vormit blood =/

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Chapter 17~ Sad Day~

Today's really a sad day for me....
I know i should be happy after the tiring exam...but when i get my results...
haiz......*sighs

I got my geografi and science paper back today...
My geografi results are sososososo terrible!!!
Oh gosh...
I might get a B which is 74% plus the 20 marks homework...
I still remember the last exam i got around 85%...
but then i have no idea and almost burst into tears...but of course i didn't...
Today i saw jacyln and mei yee crying in class...they got lower results than me...
Guys, let's just work harder for the coming exam okay??
Gambateh!!

And then suddenly i thought of something that make me feel like crying more....
But i wanted to keep that as a secret.....=D

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but something cheered me up a bit more..
which is my science marks!
I still remember the last last exam i scored around 90% but soon dropped to around69%in the last examination...(cause i didn't manage to study science)
And today i got results..its 90%!! And that really cheered me up..

But still a bit emo in school...
Then i msn my frens..asked them to send me some songs if available...
Jacyln sent me some..thanks jacyln!!
Then my cousin, Siew Young whom is studying college in Pinang right now sent me some songs..thanks!!
Then Hui Ern sent me some..first of all she say very ma fan need to send 1 by 1 and she go ask her couz n all..i said 'its okay...never mind larh..thanks a lot' but then she still wanted to send me cause she say she wanted to learn hw to send things lol..thanks Hui Ern...







Thanks buddies!! And that really cheered me up by 30%??
lolzz...

lame post huh...

P/s: im typing broken english....=P
Pp/s: oh yea...i saw him again..lolzz xD

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