Chapter 23~ The day We Faced the Problem

I know that this f-king problem will never goes off...
And i know im saying this f-word because i just can't control myself from saying it
Yes, and i am not denying. Its f-king.

Today, tonight, finally we went through this freaking problem..
I know you've wished you'll never face this problem in your life anymore..
But it's obvious that we still have to face this f-king problem...

And today, we really faced it..
It was f-king trouble for us..
Though there were a lot of difference between our age,
But i just want to say,
I will respect you in my whole life.

You told me about this f-king problem because you really trusted me and of course i am not going to tell anyone and i'll try my best to comfort you in many ways...
I just want to say im sorry if i ever hurt you last time if i really had,
And you've brought me happiness and sorrows in my life.

Today, we finally faced it,
If i were you,
I could say,
i would just commit suicide and what i could describe you is,
you're very brave and strong.
You're my idol...


When we faced the problem, i almost burst into tears and i know you were almost crying in the car just now and i guess i could see the tears in your eyes...
Really, i really understand you...
You've faced many many problem ever since you were young.
I just want to say, i love you.


And we know that this f-king will never be solved and we'll soon face it AGAIN...
Readers, if you think this is funny, im telling you, it is not funny at all.....
Nobody asked you to look at my post....

And this is the first time i typed the f-word on my blog though i didn't spell it all out...

I just want to say, i'll face this problem together...
I promise i'll face it with you no matter what happened....
Gambateh....let's just face it cause this problem will never going to disappear


p/s: readers, i didn't type it on purpose.. it really happened on the both of us...i just want to say,
today is really a bad day for me and you...

-15/o8/2009-
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